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| 正文 | So，itseemsthatiwannasaysomething。ButIjustdon'tknowwhattosay。Inthepastgoodolddays，Ihavemuchwordsaboutmyfriends，aboutmyboringlife，aboutmydreams，myexperience。。。 IalwaysexpectthatIshouldexperiencesomethingtheniwouldbemoremature。Iwishiwouldact，talk，thinkmorelikeanadult，Somehow，thingsdonotgolikethat。Ineverexpectthatishouldbesomindless。Careaboutnothingthatthosebeautifuldreamsareallflyaway。Thoseonceicherishedfriendship，ivaluedsunshinglife，now，disappearentirely。 Iknowthatiamagirlwhoalwayshavemanytopicstotalkaboutformyoutgoingpersonality。Butitired。Tiredtospeak，tiredtocall，tiredtosendmessages。Everythingiwoulddobeforethatiwon'tdonow。Ihatethefeelingsthateachtimewhenihangdownthephone。Ihatethefeelingsthateachtimeaftermyhardtryingtomakeeveryonesmile。Istillhatethefeelingsthateachtimeipersuademyselftrustothers，helpothers，listentoothers。Whataterriblefeeling。 Maybeforothers，theycannotunderstandmeexactly。Iusedtonottellingmyselfout。Ihurtmanypeopleiknow，thoughIdon'tmeantodoso。Formostofthetime，ijustdon'tknowhowtodealwiththosethings。Iwouldrathertoescapethantofaceit。Iamantotalidiottowardthosethings。Iwon'tgivemyselfanychancetothinkaboutit。Whatever，iwon'ttry，won'tanswer，foriamsoscared！ Thenlifestillgoeson，whatkindoflifeIwouldchoosenext？Ithinkiwillhaveadeepthink！iknowitwouldbebright，wouldbeshiningandwouldfulloflaughters！Wishtheyguysabeaufulsunshinefuture！ |
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